For lack of a better thing to do (and for lack of an inspiration to write about my gimmick last night--which was awesome), I began arranging and re-arranging my old files in my laptop. In the rustle and bustle of looking at the folders, I came across this piece of blog entry that I never got around to posting. It intrigued me how I have felt this way not two months ago.
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I'm entering a new relationship right now. At times I wonder why M isn't the one beside me. Why there isn't an intelligent person selflessly giving insights about love and life in general. Yes, I miss M. Contrary to what other people might think, those four months that we shared were packed with fruitful life experiences. In fact, it could very well be more than what others may have in a lifetime.
But at the same time, I am thrilled with this new person trying to enter my life. It's exciting as ice cream on a hot summer day. It is gratifying and, at the same time, it is comforting knowing fully well that the next kiss of the lips on the cold ice will only remind you more of how hot the summer sun is and how lucky you are to be enjoying the awesome treat. I am like that now. Each day brings a welcome shiver down the spine.
I just hope this lasts.
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It didn't.
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