Thursday, June 5, 2008

Awww

Awww.


It's been too long since I heard it last from someone who cares about me. Of course, my closest friends have always understood me, and I them, that there need not be words spoken among us. But sometimes, just sometimes, I miss it. That expression which manifests genuine concern for me and my exploits. That tone of voice that shows vulnerability and strength at the same time.


Just now, I've been reading blogs and, in the midst of showing concern for these people whose lives I am trying to meddle with, I was suddenly struck by the thought that none of these online buddies, as it were, will ever ever mention that word to me. Will any of them ever care enough to give me a reassuring pat at the back when times get rough? Will any of them ever go out of their way to say how much I mean to the world when all I can think of is cursing it back?


I guess not, but I hope so.


Sana, someone will prove me wrong this time.

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