Growing up

I think I'm growing up.

Just came from one of the bars I frequent, and somehow, it's not the same for me anymore. The young kids that usually kept me on my toes do not have the same effect anymore. If anything, what I felt was annoyance. Annoyance at how these kids act, and annoyance at how immature I see them to be.

Somehow, in between my busy work the past weeks, and the lack of a significant other for a couple of months now, I think I lost myself. Or more accurately, I lost my new me and just rediscovered my old self.

One who looks for someone stable. One who goes for something that will last longer.

That, or it was just a lousy night.

I think I'm hoping it's the latter.