The Great O

I wrote this entry eons ago. And I suppose it's still worth sharing.

You were absolutely right. People that come across your path fall for you. Instantly. I said the same thing about me, but it looks like it's only you who said the real thing. I know I have left quite an impression. Yep, I always do. But impressions or not, I'm the one who's here longing for seconds. And thirds. Probably months. Or even years. I couldn't help it. The way your eyes sparkled when you looked at me, or the way you swooned after our kiss, I suppose I missed that. And it haunts me. Are you feeling the same way? Or am I just making a fool out of me, seeing something that is not really there? Is it taking all your will not to send me a text or a message, just as it is taking all of mine? Aren't you just a bit curious of what could be, or are you so admiringly grounded enough on reality that such a ridiculous thought never crossed your mind?

Never wear your heart out on your sleeves. That's what I always tell my best friend. So now, I'm doing all that I can to tuck my heart back in. And by writing about this, I suppose I'm not doing much of a good job, am I? But that's only because I wonder how it would be like if we were under different circumstances; if we weren't who we are now. But then again, would we have found each other?

You found me. You did. But now, it is I who can't lose you. You were absolutely right. I was trapped in an instant.

I just hope I was right too. And that you're on your way to figuring that out.