Sunday, February 28, 2010

Re-post

31 January 2010 10:02 am


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...I have often wondered how it will be if I didn't choose this life with that someone. Will I be happier? More fulfilled with my life? Will I have more friends?


[Yes.]


These are questions that are all subsumed in the realm of conjecture. All that I will have no way of knowing. That is,


until I break free.


Totally. Completely.


[I have.]


That kind when I could look back at all these and laugh at how consumed I was with how I felt. That kind when I would neither feel hurt nor bitterness. That kind when I would already be with someone else.


[I am.]


But I haven't reached that stage. And I could not see how I could in the near future. And so, I'm here.


Waiting. And waiting. And waiting


Sana may dumating na.


I am in that stage. At may dumating na.


Sana lang, sya na.


It's a brand new day and a brand new life. And for the first time in months, I am happy. Maraming salamat sa pagdating mo, B. ;p

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