twisted

it's weird not having to talk about school stuff and exams. after four and a half years of ranting about nothing except how difficult law school is, how class recitation sucks out your soul, how midterm and final exams are the professors' way of kicking you in the ass, the fact that i have none of those forthcoming makes my world surreal. aside from the fact that i have been having bar review withdrawal syndrome, i seem to have lost the stress level i associate to this time of the year. don't get me wrong, i mean, i am all elated that i have nothing else to worry about, but somehow, somewhere in the deep confines of my consciousness, i may have been seriously craving for the stress and the adrenaline rush that almost always accompanies it. it's like i continuously curse this right of passage, as it were, but secretly, i'm actually addicted to it.

whew, talk about weird addictions.

talk about twisted.

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