resolve

putting yourself out there is no easy feat. not only do you make yourself vulnerable by laying bare your thoughts and emotions but you also get addicted in exerting effort just so you can think that you deserve a better one this time around. more often than not, many ordinary people experience that great range of ecstatic and depressive feelings before reaching that well deserved equilibrium. for some, it's easy. for others, not so much. but whoever one is, whatever character he/she has, one thing remains the same--all present and prospective connection between people requires nothing short of arduous work. it's a conscious, or unconscious, decision all throughout.

that's why, for me, there is hard truth to the cliche, slowly but surely. just take your time each day and you will see things eventually spread themselves out before you. and before long, you'd be on your way on defeating that difficult feat and achieving that great balance.

i believe in this, i truly do.

i just hope i know how to follow it.