The day of hearts

Four days later and I have yet to say anything about the day of hearts.

Weird, huh. Considering that I have been officially with M only one week before, I feel like I should be breathing inspiration left and right.

But I'm not.

And the reason escapes me. 

I have written and re-written this entry a thousand times, and still, I can't find that perfect syntax to express anything about February 14 or about love.

It thus begs the question, am I still in love?

Or have I reached that next stage where I can now say that I truly love?

I think I have from today to figure it out.

That's what you get

I ushered a smile when I realized that I had but one pending assignment for work today. After what seemed like weeks and weeks of heavy downpour, at last, I said to myself, I would have a day without too much things to worry about. 

Well, at least that's what I thought before I arrived at the office.

Because the moment I opened my Mail, there it is. In my dock rests one tiny popping red circular button with a number one superimposed on it. That means I have one new office e-mail. Jeez. 

It took me a moment to gather enough courage to see who could it be from and what it might be about. For all I know, it could herald a day of non-stop legal exercise that could not only deny me of my much needed sleep tonight, but also of my long sought for rest. I want to start blogging again, for crying out loud!

So there, with what courage I mustered, I clicked on the annoying red dot and...

P.S.

Yes, this entry will never be finished because I think you guys know what that red dot meant. Argh.

Anak ng...

Hindi ko alam na kung bakit sa araw-araw na ginawa ng Diyos nitong mga nakalipas na linggo eh parang hindi ako makagawa ng matinong trabaho. Kahit gaano kaayos ang tingin ko sa mga ginagawa ko, lagi na lang may kaakibat na kapalpakan na pinagpi-piyestahan naman ng mga boss. 

Parang ngayon. Sobrang saya ko nung natapos ko yung isa kong pleading nang ipinatawag ako ng isa sa parang napakaraming bosses. Pagkapasok ko pa lang sa silid nya, kinabahan nako, tahimik si mokong. Tapos pinaupo pa ako. Nag-overdrive ata sa pagkabog ang puso ko. At ayun na nga, nasabon na naman ako. 

At hindi lang yun, sabihan ba akong wala pa akong matinong ginawa ngayon taon! Anak ng... Nagpanting ang tenga ko, napalingon ako sa kanya nang mabilis at nanlisik ang mga mata ko. Wala raw? Potek. Baka ikaw wala, pero ako meron, meron, meron!!!

Tapos naisip ko, ah bahala ka. Mag-feeling kang mag-isa mo. Hmp.

Pero kahit na ganun, pasalamat pa rin ako kasi hindi sya nanigaw. Kaya hindi ako masyadong nalungkot. Affected, syempre, pero hindi naman sagad-sagaran tulad ng dati. Kaya pa naman. Kakayanin pa.

Laban lang nang laban. Sugod!